Tomorrow is my Bornday and I am sooo happy. I can't post enough and may be to busy through the day tomorrow, so I will just leave the one reason I came to write: To Post my Angel Numbers; 829....If you want yours inbox me on facebook and I will send it to you-
Angel Number
829 is a message from your angels to have faith and trust that you will always
have enough in order to care for yourself and your loved ones. Know that you
are able to confidently walk your Divine life purpose and soul mission, with your wants and
needs being met along the way. Do not allow fears of lack or loss hinder or
stop you from fulfilling your Divine duties. Trust that you will successfully
manifest all that you will ever need.
The
repeating Angel Number 829 is a message that you will be totally supported and
guided by the angels and the Universal Energies throughout
your life. The examples you are setting by living your truths is encouraging and
teaching others to follow your lead. Your angels encourage you to live your
life with passion and purpose and keep up your great ‘lightwork’.
Hey Guys, <---butter O.k. so I lied, lol. I was supposed to keep up with this thingamajiggy but was wayyyyyy to focused on being lazy. So, its 2012 and an entire year has passed. . . Wait, I'm trying not to laugh because when I started this blog I was hands down serious! I needed a portal of some sort to help me through all of the feelings I didn't want to bury and ended up just taking a more spiritual journey with myself instead of writing. I just re-read my former post and I'm crazy as hell. Do you know that I have been on this weight loss journey forever, lol. It feels that way but I think its mostly because I fell off and got back up again. That does happen you know, anywho I have to make a serious agreement with myself to keep my own promises. Still I remain, no longer needing to tread lightly in this "Life Force" of ours and I feel like I won an Grammy. "First of all I would like to thank God b/c without him I don't know where I would be, My Mom for believing in me and allowing me to go through what I needed to be in my "now" light, My Husband: baby I love you...wait scratch that one, my family/friends there are so many of you that held my hand from a distance or up close and personal. I thank you for your ever loving support and guidance and last but not least: My FANS, you guys *vapors* its because of you that I am able to do what I love on a daily basis and that is to BE ME!!! I've moved, I've changed, I needed that time away, I'm full, I'm happy, I'm healthy.... I'm whole- teaks
Life has changed alot since I last logged in and it was crazy trying to recover my bloggeracct. Oh dear blooger, I promise I won't desert you again. So I last posted in August 2011 and the year is almost done. Where have I been? Everywhere, mentally physically or back again....I want to pay more attention to writing my thoughts and I will....Sheesh being gone so long is heavy, almost like starting/stopping exercising. I'm sure you want to hear all about my adventures and I will share, right now I got A CALL to make.
Sitting here thinking about Amy Winehouse and how we celebrate life after death. Why is it that is takes for you to DIE for people to understand you? What the french toast....its very shocking to me. I'm sure there is much left untold...compassion, acceptance and judgement swirl in the headlines....it's SAD yo!
any form of addiction can get the best of you, as none of us are exempt from the fleshy human temptress of life.
I think I am in a bit of a rut with the way I feel about people, places and things. Sure, its a broad statement and I'm not up to revealing what I mean just yet. This woman that has come out of me over the last few weeks is new to me. I have been traveling, dating and thinking (probably way to much) with no reason behind it. Why does that seem odd you ask? Because Teaks is a planner, BIG TIME....she ain't doing nothing without a plan, lol. I guess that came with the "back in da day" me, because this woman now is on a rampage. Losing weight and the energy is there without having to think about life and love step-by-step. I'm starting to think that maybe that was the cause of a few of the short comings I've had, especially with love. Who does that....Plan love? Was that really me, did I actually take time out to think about how love should be given or received from a man. I know exactly why I use to believe or think in this way, and if you really know me then you will have a clue of what it meant for me to "plan" love.
Otherwise, what I have been feeling is the real deal and I'm so excited about how I have taken the time to realize that I was so wrong. Rules and guidelines on when to love is HOSH-POSH, lol. Don't laugh, lol...shucks its literally silly but I will give myself credit and say that I'm sure there was no ill intentions while stuck in my ignorance.
Now I'm thinking that my time in this "life-force" can be a lot more full-filling, like the feeling that you get in the bottom of your tummy that hurts good. :) . I'm growing and introducing myself to the NOW me, and I think she was always in there. Just had no way of escaping this detailed web of planned life I made for myself. I'm happy to see this side of me, because it allows me to the best me and I hope I stay around for a while so that I can get to know me better.
O.k. seriously, lunges are the death of me but I can handle squats any day of the week. I started out with one bad knee and now thanks to P90x I have 2 bad knees. Now before you go all "Gaga" on me defending P90x because it could be something I'm doing, I will agree with you hands down. I'm doing the freakin program and I'm not too sure if its designed for my weight class but hopefully the pain will stop someday. Anywho, this is not about Tony although I love him this is about my quest to have a bigger "BOO-TAY". Yep a nicer fanny, bum, ham, junk, badonkadonk would be my hearts joy. But I don't want it flabby um um....I just think that's not my style: Toned and fit for my body is more my taste. I realize that as I move along my fitness journey there is a science to getting my junk the way I want it. EASY is no where near what I imagined but know how to drop it. But I just can't squat all the time, although it produces lovely results I need a total combination of Q-10,water, lunges-squats-running-and other ish to make it there.
This ruffles my feathers somewhat because I thought I had this all figured out, I thought all I had to do was drop it like its hot and BAM instant booty. So here is my personal challenge for the next 30 days:
1. Weight training exercises. A few of the weight training exercises that you should do includes squats, lunges, leg presses, and leg curls. These exercises will help you tone your thighs, along with making your booty bigger. 2. Fitness exercises. This consists of jogging on an inclined treadmill (hurts but works like magic), taking a fitness class like aerobics and kickboxing, and using the stair stepper. You should do these exercises at least 3 days a week. 3. Eat small, healthy meals. This will help you tone your thighs, keep your tummy lean and sexy, and help you with your booty. Some of the foods that you should eat are fruits, veggies, lean fish, whole wheat breads, whole wheat pastas, lean meats, and nuts. 4. Don't just do this one day and STOP. That would be kinda of crazy, lazy and darn right stoopid. The key is consistency while doing this. You won't see the healthy results you want by working out today, rest tomorrow and so on.
I have to do all of the above to see a glimpse of change so why can't you. Yeah it's hard I know and believe me I know I'm not alone in this. I thought I was going to workout for a month or so and see HUGE results. Goes to show how much I thought I knew, instead I will tread on everyday to master the infamous booty that I know is just screaming to come out and show the world her arrival. All other goals will fall in place-
In the meantime, enjoy one of the workouts I am trying to help get there. healthy.
Not so much to write tonight sitting here in the dark. I was thinking though of how far I have come in this life. I think about how people with no real purpose live to push you to the max and to gain what?
With me, I think its my attention because I have a tendancy to ignore negative people, and when I was younger friends would say I was naive for doing so. Brushed my shoulders off each and every time for people that don't matter to me one way or the other. BUT what happens when its a friend, a good friend? In this age could I be being tested because of my endurance to outstand the craziness.
Thinking of this makes me tired....typing about this is making me tired, lol. You wanna know what's funny: friend or foe I'm still not moved by any of it. I don't need people to get me shucks I know I'm not for everybody. I hope you know this for yourself as well and live for you and the people that love you. Not for the bystanders waiting to laugh when you trip.
What I want people to understand is that I don't even need to recognize statements, gossip or glares that have no point. No lead in the tip of what you thought your words meant for me. no point, no negativity, no eraser needed.
